His deposit on display

A moment when I didn't have a care in the world. The beauty around me engulfed my barrenness, my sinfulness, my deepest desires. Twirling around on a dare from James, I truly felt like a little girl. One who is loved and seen by the Creator of every sight, smell, and sound my soul was taking in... all in a moment.

I haven't shared much about my infertility journey lately. But in the secret place, oh how I've been carried and comforted in ways I never knew possible. By hands that have fashioned everything from the mighty mountains to my fragile frame. By hands that bear scars and have already bought my happily ever after.

Staring at this girl... I almost don't recognize myself, but it's His deposit on display. Through the painful days, the joyful days, the hard days, and the good days... He holds and strengthens me. And because of that I am a confident daughter still able to dance with a face full of joy in the Father’s love.